But am i really. I could be scared of what the future holds. Or I don't quite know how I'm feeling. I'm stressed cause I'm staying up night trying to escape this reality that has a hold on me. Cause its safer to not face it and then that will make it not real. I'm not good with change. It means that I have no control over what is happening. That my routine will change. I like systems. There is no real system for what I'm going through. I'm trying to keep the faith yet the doubts are there. The future is unknown and it call all change in a flash.
But when you ask how I'm doing I'll tell you I'm fine.
Magnetic Island
I love looking at the ocean it calms me!
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