Magnetic Island

Magnetic Island
I love looking at the ocean it calms me!

Monday, September 23, 2019

Wonder park

I just finished watching wonder park and loved the story. One scene near the end made me cry as i will never be able to do that ever again is to be reunited with my mum as she is now in heaven.

In 12 days i will be 39 and not where i thought i would be in life. I thought i would be married and have at least two children. But it was not meant to be. I have a neice that i love to bits. Buying her stuff to wear, read and play with is fun. But at times i'm jealous and envious of my sister of having a child that loves life and getting to watch her grow up.

I have always been a bit behind the normal path. I got my license when i was 24, went to college when i was 23, started travelling in my 30s, enjoyed books not making friends during school life.

But its hard thinking it may never be part of my life. As i like looking after people and watching them enjoy life as my job enables me to do.

But here's hoping there next 365 days bring more fun, laughter, tears, good moments with friends and family and great music to groove to.