Interesting year

Since 8 May 2019 a lot has gone on in my life.

- my mum passed after a 16 months fight with cancer. She was ready to be in heaven with my dad.
- i resigned from my job after 7 years, 7 months and 2 days
- it took 5 months to get a new job
- during those 5 months i sorted through stuff i had accumulated over last 5 years
- i went to counseling and my counselor said after my 3rd visit that i looked better
- i found a real friendship that i can talk to about everything
- also cutting down my expenses for stuff i no longer wanted to support or needed
- you can get emotionally blocked with sorting n giving away nearly a year of stuff
- that i will not be someone's verbal punching bag
- if you start yelling at me i will go silent
- that i may never get married or have children