Letter to mum

Dear Mum

Two years ago you officially went to heaven. Im struggling to find the words to express all i want to say as tears roll down my face as you would be hugging me right now if we were face to face. The deep sadness in my heart makes it hard to breathe.

I hate that i can't ring you and chat about my day or plan new holidays to places we can travel together. Or message about tv shows like when calls the heart. Its had two more seasons since we last watched it together.

I now work for different groups and resigned from previous job. I should have listened to you four years ago and looked for other work when they reduced my hours. You just seemed to know these things.

I love that you taught me to crochet as its my stress relief from life. I have reduced the length of panels 2 years later 😁.

I'm still single and found planning trips gives me hope and makes life easier though had to cancel due to COVID19. Though still have hopefully a 28 day cruise I can do for my fortieth birthday. I also have an idea for a USA train like road trip I'm thinking of doing next year.

You now have three grandchildren and would have loved them with all you heart. Sorry none from me yet. Its fun seeing the vidoes and photos of them all on social media as their mums share glimpses of their lives. Its fun watching them embrace life without fear.

Well thats all for now give dad a hug from me.

Love you lots

From

Me