Oh Christmas Tree Oh Christmas Tree!

Tonight I'm going to put up my family's christmas tree. We've had it for years (its plastic) and just unfold it to put it up. We have a box of decorations which decorate the rooms nearby and the tree. Usually I'm the one asking when we can put it up but this year my mum was the one asking when I would be putting it up. Mum wants to take a photo of it for a mini book for the 25 days of December. I'm creating one as well. It makes you look at the days differently as you are thinking of what you can journal or take a photo of for that day! I think it adds to the Christmas Season expectation and makes it that much more enjoyable.

It's the most wonderful time of the year...

The count down is on just 36 days til Christmas!
Been feeling a little melancholy and thought maybe I'll watch some christmas movies tonight. Or maybe I should just watch a comedy. Never watched Glee and its on tonight so I might check it out. Saw a video click of one of their songs at the gym its was quite good! My brother just ordered a cd for himself and offered for it to be his christmas present which just reduced some of my christmas shopping. My mum has been dropping hints and my dad will often be watching a music program and just say casually that he'd like to own that artists DVD. So Christmas Shopping will be a breeze this year since everyone knows what they want. That just leaves me needing to decide what I want! :)

Can't wait

In about 16 days I'm going away for the weekend. I'm so excited. I want to be a tourist for at least one day while I'm there. I have a list of places to visit. It should be good. I'm going to try and have lunch with my grandmother. It will be great to just get away even if its just for the weekend. I need a change of scenery. Well better get back to work. Only 16 days to go!

Its Christmas

I love this time of year. There are lights displays wherever you drive around town. There's singing and people spend time with each other. People treat each other better. It's the season of hope. I still have presents to buy. Yet its the excitment of not knowing what your getting. I just love this time of year!

Think about what your doing otherwise you will lose your car keys!

Today I was putting bags of clothes into a charity clothing bin that was in front a its store. I'd had a late night so my brain wasn't really thinking about what I was doing. I had three bags and I had the keys in my hand while I was put these bags in the bin. And finally I realised I put my car keys in the bin with the bags. I tried to jump up in the bin and to feel around and see if I could feel my keys nothing. I'm starting to freak out as I'd locked my car. So here I was with no keys but with a locked car. Did I mention I'd left the lights on. It's night time. I suddenly felt an overwhelming feeling OHHHH NOOOO! My mind is not communicating and connecting thoughts, I had my phone in my pocket yet I did not call anyone. I was just trying to see if someone can help me get my keys out. I looked on all the windows of the store to see if there was a number I could call to try and get my keys back. Finally I could home and someone brought me my spare keys. I came home and wrote a two letters requesting that if they find my keys can they call me. One for the bin and one that went under to store door.
If I'd been thinking about what I was doing I would have put my keys in my pocket or just used one hand to put the bags in the bin. I could have saved myself a lot of hassle.
Think about what you are doing as you may lose something that you need in the immediate future. Save your self the hassel of trying to get it back. Just think.

One of those days

Ever had one of those days, well I've had two in about 4 days. It's like my brain has an off button and its not till someone verbally turns it on very loudly do I realise that i've done the wrong thing. I think I need a holiday. A change of scenery on my own where I can just explore my surroundings in my own time. Have not time restraints or anybody telling me what to do. Then come back home and face reality again. I need a major escape my my current surroundings.

Waiting for the train and get to know you neighbour

I love have my own space. I feel like I'm waiting for the train that will take me to my next stop. Yet it's still hasn't arrived. I have my bags packed and yet the train still isn't coming. I've sort of started to separate from things. Either its from boredom or that it's just that people who I connect with aren't in town at the moment. I'm no good at just talking about simplistic things. I like topics that often have a bit of meat to the conversation. Also that tells you something about a person. Often people don't like to tell you stuff about themselves ... I'm not sure. It might be cause they are not willing to invest or take a risk. Which shows that they really are not truly being real. Shallow people and I don't usually connect they find me too threatening or maybe too strong and opinionate. I guess I was just raised to and found out that I like being me and yet people don't always get that. I talk too much to complete strangers due to loneliness. Last time I just laid out my feelings I had someone be really harsh in return I just needed somewhere to just express how I was feeling. So I really like this blog where I can just write down my thoughts.